Today I feel I have nothing to say. Perhaps my energies are being used internally to gear me up to thinking through and putting a stop to what is stuff and nonsense in my face. It has to do with my fight class actually.
I have mentioned my on and off love hate relationship with the place. I think it has come to a head and the bother is more than the reward. Even if it is equal, it would still be a loss. There should be a net gain from it.
I think I shall not say anything for now, as I feel evil trying to spew forth from my mouth through my fingers. Yes that is how seethed I am. Today is not a funny day. But it is a deliberate day.
That is the great thing about it. Deliberate. Stopping stuff and nonsense and making a call, not the phone kind. Decisions. I paid up for a year, but their stuff and nonsense really gets to me. So if I walked away, stop loss, I would save me a lot of soul trouble from them. Then I wouldn’t have to pay a mind doctor to ‘cure ‘ me. There is nothing that contributes to fitness about it at all.
Funny isn’t it, the fitness that they sell me is actually giving me mental stress.